Nature

And it was,
so desperate__
so heartbreaking...
For him,
the meaning changed.
And so was he.
As it was,
deliberately,
meant so!

Sometimes,
in the midst of night,
while walking for hours___
and hours.
Sitting with coffee cup in hand,
with mind traversing,
time and space boundaries.
I ask myself:
"Who are you?"

In the mist of morning,
I sat by the window,
to look at the road,
that was once crowded!

In the company of moon
Under the ceiling of clouds
With the rhythms of thunderstorm
Of the darkness prevailing around
The insane part of his awakes!

In the storm of loneliness evoking
In the volcano of anguish erupts
Just the seedling of pain arise
When the unknown becomes known one
The insane part of his awakes!

Ringing bells call upon me
Loud steps diverting attention of mine
Diving birds make heart drown of mine
Waving river noise mesmerizes me
Swinging grass appeals to me
The blazing moon smiles at me
.
Aww nature you beauty!
.
Questioning eyes make fun of me
Laughing folks tell the story of me
Unknown faces try to pinch me
Yet life makes strange one of me
Then the words of wisdom instilled in me
Every step makes a new version of me
.
Aww life you mystery!

In the grassy path
In the blazing light
In the rocky mountains
In the wavy rivers
.
All praise is to Allah!
.
In the changing life
In the steady blessings
In the trouble moments
In the prayers of night
.
All praise is to Allah!
.
In the crowd of people
In the company of silence
In the silent helping hand
In the hurting heart
.
All praise is to Allah!

A blessed night
A night of prayers 
Of worships
Of forgiveness
Of Emaan
Of Dawah
.
Starting with new zeal
Of Emaan
Of patience
Of Ita'at
.
For if anything has 
Hurt you
Offended you
Misjudged you
Forgive me
.
May you all be
blessed
Happy
Full of Emaan
Full of life
.
With best wishes and Dawah
~BMA

My wishes have no dear....
They won't end with signature
But it is the truth
.
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You'l be missed
.
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Those glittering eyes...
Those lively smiles...
Laughter echoing around...
.
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You'l be missed
.
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Those funny scoldings...
That hug; a world for me....
Those scholarly advises....
.
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You'l be missed
.
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Getting prepared together...
Those selfie syndromes...
That 1st dinner together....                                      (24th Sep, 2012; Mess)
.
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You'l be missed
.
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Those night walks....
That your bed in my custody...
That sharing moments together....
.
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You'l be missed
.
.
That you brought me ....
To where i stand now....
A Bushra behind Bushra....
.
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You'l be missed
.
.
Let me be sorry...
For misjudging and hurting...
With due apology, lets say...
.
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You'l be missed
.
.
Let me confess it....
Biggest poem so far....
Aesthetic can assure you...
.
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You'l be missed
.
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Words getting scarce...
Tears harder to be stopped...
I say it by heart....
.
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You'l be missed!!!

In the melodies of air...
In the crisps of leaves...
In the waves of river....
In the light of sun...
In the beauty of moon...
In the silence of night...
In the chirps of morning
.
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Me, Myself Okay
.
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In the breakage of glass...
In the cut of unknown....
In the flow of blood...
In the risks of life....
In the looks of devil...
In the cloak of hypocrisy....
.
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Me, Myself Okay
.
.
In the season of unjust...
In the ringing bells of spring...
In the coldness of glaciers...
In the warmth of winter sun...
In the hotness of summer...
In the rain of repentance....
.
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Me, Myself Okay!!!

Sometime in the mid of night__
we recover what we are
When every relation seems so close___yet so distant!
.
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When you want your mom to heal your unseen wounds....
When you want your dad to have gossip time with you...
When you want your sibling to have a fun time with you...
When you want to have a get together with friends...
When you need someone to understand you better...
.
.
When you realize that you are no more___
human
rather machine...
Running like wild...
In the hands of___
lust
greed
money...
No more___
humanity.
.
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When you realize___
what you actually
find that deep hidden; buried part
for that is no more YOU!
.
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You realize what you like___
what you wished...
what dreams kept you motivated...
what color inspires you
what song made you smile
or just shed tears...
.
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It's simply YOU!
Discover that 'you' part...
For it's not lost anywhere__
just deep hidden
inside...
Ready to be carved for!!!!

Don't remember me...
in the reigns of blood...
in the valley of love
in the territory of loneliness
in the shadows of no sense...
 .
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Don't call upon moments...
in the midst of joy
in the feeling of agony
in the atmosphere of despair..
in the shivering of fear...
.
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Don't hold back....
in the season of cold
in the world of passion lost
in the hands of dismay
in the catch of sad day....
.
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For do join the friendship of...
serenity
sincerity
simplicity
.
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Leading to a rank of....
sophistication
.
.
Calmness!

Running...
As fast as could...
Sky as red___
as a kiln...
.
.
The RED sky___
showering
burning stones
bricks...
like__
rain in mid July....
.
.
Havoc
Anarchy
Everyone___
running
crying
asking
___ for life!
.
.
Yet she had been___
protecting
with all her might
little angels...
.
.
Providing them with__
shelter
hope
looking above at sky...
.
.
Providing shield
Getting burnt
Being attacked from all sides...
.
.
Yet she remembered
The shelter
That cool shadow
"Where are you both?", her heart whispered...
Yet pushing those Lil angels ...
.
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Felt too__
lonely
scared
shattered...
.
.
YET she managed
shelter...
But everything was
just
ruined
demolished...
.
.
ScreamSsSs....
.
.
Suddenly
Eyes opened
It was
.
.
Eye Opening
DREAM...
.
.
Doomsday!!!!!

Washed out...

Breathtaking words mesmerizing her environment.....
Lost in realm of world....
Deep inside her heart...
Untouched....
Just felt by her...
Mesmerizing...
Free of worldly cares....
No  envy....
No greed...
No jealousy...
No harm....
.
.
And the absence of what made her life a  happy one...
Contented...
Free...
Soulful....
.
.
Word echoes in surrounding made herself plunged into WORLD  more and more....
Lyrics taking shape of her inner world....
Rhythms matching with the beats of her WORLD...
.
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She was uncovering deep hidden secrets....
Just like Spring, a new life erupts from the world of seed.....
Mystical treasuries welcoming her...
Purity....
Sanity...
Life...
Ecstasy...
Her soul wanted to be fed...
As if that was day of rebirth....
A new birth rather....
Birth of purity...
And welcoming of new air...
She found....
.
.
The music stopped!
.
A journey from WORLD to the realism.....
Eyes opened...
Realization
.
.
"Oh dear the baby is crying".....
She left armchair...
She had to instill the traits of Saints in the little angel....
Had to provide with the colors of the wings...
Butterfly...
Smiled....
.
.
Spring had arrived!!!

 "Sometimes I walk for no reason...
In an enchanted valley of dreams...
A journey one should have long lasting for...
A walk just meant to be for me!!!
To be as complex as me...
To bestow kindness as one need...
Or may be more than I need..."
Sigh*
.
.
"Through unveils of mystery...
Through jungles___deep enough___more than a web of thoughts___more intense than one has ever thought of!!!"
Rain continued to pour its blessings everywhere!
.
.
"But that's where light wants to pierce through....
Locate the unraveled treasures..
And that's how light entered!"
.
.
.
"A single beam....
A direction....
A new path to travel to...
Driven...
Nowhere!!!!........."
.
.
Pen down...
Light out!

Scenery.....
.
.
Light playing hide and seek with the tallest and leafy trees....
Making everything visible....
Bright....
.
.
Memories....
flashing back....
Revival of once forgotten...
Mesmerizing moments...
.
.
Travelling
Roads going straight_____ straight and straight....
as everything becoming dull...
homogeneity.....
.
.
then a point comes...
Turns...
.
Luck!!!
Makes you traveler of path you've never dreamed of.......
Makes you meet with someone....
Lost long ago!!!
.
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May be happiness is welcoming you...
May be sorrow is there to accompany you....
No matter how long!!!...
.
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May be new beginning____ with a whole new zeal...
.
.
Or may be a perfect END.....
when nothing lefts behind!

Crisp Crisp Crisp......
The fallen leaves started flying with ecstasy upon her arrival___Tall trees welcomed her with their bushy shade____Path was overwhelmed with joy that it shoved away the dirt____Sun with blazing yet warming light enlightened her____Clouds hovering here and there in sky to beautify it...
Crisp
Crisp Crisp.......
All in white dress___As white as milk
Crisp...
"Ahhh mama....she's there",Pretty ran there as she gave indication...
"Be brave, be pious, be happy, be blessed my Pretty",she whispered , as she was hugging her....
"Pretty beta where are you?" Pretty heard her baba calling her.
"Go.Baba needs you dear" and Pretty nodded.....
"Oh beta don't go far alone. I become worried dear", said he while picking her up....
Pretty waved her hand to her....
Crisp
Crisp....
Vanished!!!!!